I met up with a man again because I wanted to. Nothing about it was accidental, and I didn’t need anyone’s permission. Quite the opposite. As the evening began, I called my husband on video. I wanted him to see it unfold in real time. I love showing him the liberties I take. Unprotected sex, no pill - anything could happen. My husband seemed to feel that tension just as intensely. He did not merely watch. He gave himself away almost immediately.
